#I don't know what's wrong
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I have literally never had as much difficulty starting a fic as I'm having now. The beginning is usually the easy part for me- that's where the words flow like honeyed wine. It's usually several chapters in where I start running out of momentum.
Now? With this fic? This motherfucker is like a breech baby doing everything in its power to avoid being born, and it's trying to kill me in the process. Every word is being ripped from my mind, every sentence a struggle red in tooth and claw. And writing the scenes out of order isn't helping. I am straight up not having a good time with this, dawg.
#fanfic problems#writeblr#i might fall out of love with a fic eventually#but this is the first fic i'm not enjoying going into it#i don't know what's wrong
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Current mood
#i don't know what's wrong#but i feel twitchy and shaky#I've eaten i promise#im about to meditate and ground and hopefully that helps
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Every day I invent new ways to be inconsolably sad
#and i am so sorry#i wish i wasn't like this#i don't know what's wrong#and i haven't a clue what to do
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Making Magisterium fanart because to get help I have to explain what's wrong
#magisterium#I think it's called alexithrymia#I can't spell#but the inability to explain/express your emptions#I don't know what's wrong#but something is wrong#and to get help I need to explain what's wrong#BUT I DON'T KNOW#SOMETHING IS WRONG#AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT
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my cat is peeing on my bed again and now i have no blankets because i haven't done the laundry from last time a few days ago yet. hell
#i don't KNOW what's WRONG#the pheromone diffuser is FULL the litter boxes are CLEAN with FRESH LITTER#HELL
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#I'm so tired of being exhausted#when does#*vague gesture around him*#Stop being so hard?#I feel like#I'm one inconvenience away#From just completely breaking#Or exploding#I don't know what's wrong#Just that something#Or everything#IS wrong
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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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The greatest injustice ever faced is that I almost certainly started the still thriving "clown husbandry" tag on here, but any discussion about it (from a know your meme page to a youtube video with 500k views) says it's a joke of "unknown origin" or credited to this post, likely bouncing off of mine (which was actively circulating at the time with like 30k notes):
This is a tragedy for many reasons, most of all because it wasn't just an offhand joke but actually a direct response to some of the funniest online hate I ever got:
They're erasing the truest history of tumblr: its desperate need to seethe and argue over every obvious joke with more than 10 notes.
anyways here is the canonical pet clown. according to me
#but tumblr... i am pagliacci#clown husbandry#look strange aeons on youtube. i know you browse this tag.#I don't respect your 2011 tumblr core take on steven moffat#but I will forgive it when you right this wrong#EDIT: a few people think i'm saying i originated the concept of referring to a clown like an animal#i didn't. i mean i made this really specific joke about exotic animal husbandry and a lot of mutuals bounced off of it with similar jokes#and that's what people started tagging 'clown husbandry'#to this day when you look for the origins a lot of mutual's names (who also kept chickens/pigeons/reptiles/etc) pop up because of this#talking tag
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Strip that stupid triangle
#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#billford#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#wip#ahslgjwalkjfaw#what is wrong with me#i don't know what's wrong with me
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oh my god i fuckinh suck and i've built this entire new person to hide who i really am but who i really am is better than oh god THE BEATLES THE BEATLES THE BEATLES THE BEATLES
#i'm losing my mind i am so sorry#i don't know what's wrong#actually i do but that isn't relevant#yes the fuck it is dear god why am i#fuck
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the gang's all here
#when werner said something like 'i don't know what i did wrong! I followed all the rules' + 'my brain just doesn't work like everyone else's#then i understood. doesn't excuse the white people crimes but it IS an observation i thought was worth mentioning on 'the autism site'#i got more mh shitposts in my noggin btw so take cover#monster hunter wilds#monster hunter#mhwilds#mh#rook roars!
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Pc is broken beyond what I can repair and I'm really, really sad
#It was a gift from my dad for my birthday six years ago#A custom built gaming pc#Top of the line shit#But now the components are starting to fail#I don't know what's wrong#Hard drive or motherboard or graphics card#I mean we've had a great run i guess#But it's still sad#I know i can replace parts#But she's not the same anymore#The Tempest I named her after the ship in me Andromeda#If I have to end up changing the motherboard#Then she will need another name#Bc the flesh remains but the ghost is different
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It's like I did something wrong before leaving work and he didn't tell me
#but I can tell bc of the way he was texting#so cold#and now he went to bed without saying ''I love you''#and he always does it#I don't know what happened#but ofc I'm crying#why wouldn't I cry#I don't know what's wrong#I feel like I just annoy him#I'll try not to bother him at all tomorrow#maybe that's what he needs#I don't work tomorrow but he does#maybe he just doesn't want me anymore#and that's ok#I wouldn't want me either
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I wish we could have met in some other way.
Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates
If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3
Still frames/Individual gifs:


If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way
#death note#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#oh god here we go#death note jdrama#death note 2015#death note 2006#death note musical#lctw#l change the world#dntm#lawlightweek2024#my art#collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance#ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file#that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient#and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb#and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways#this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther#usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the#circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die#there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong#(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others#no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall
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can't believe that skeleman has turned on us, and Halloween Prom is tomorrow.
(what a top-tier UM...we are about to be just totally obliterated in the absolute silliest way. what possible use could this power have outside of bringing us to the brink of utter holiday disaster.)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#unique magic posters#this was so unforseeable!#i hope malleus gets pumpkinified immediately and sebek has to carry him around on a little velvet cushion#i hope jade puts his plant knowledge to good use by being extremely judgy about the firmness of everyone's rind#i hope that everyone is still wearing their silly little hats as pumpkins#(i know they won't. but if we don't have hope we have nothing.)#and i'm still feeling like oogie's gotta show up later and menace jamil just by existing#perhaps we'll have to team up against him with the scullsman or something 👀#also just to get it out before being proven entirely wrong#my theory is still that he's from the past and we gotta teach him about the True Meaning of Halloween (aka candy and funtimes)#so he can go back to his own time and become the founder of modern-day candy and funtimes halloween or something#bootstrap paradox be damned#i could be entirely off-base but that's what i'm thinking right now#idk he just has the vibe of an old-timey boy to me#he's had the great misfortune of being born before there were hot topics where he could meet other jack skellington fanatics#too late for the black plague too early for the black parade 😔
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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading
#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot#i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself#just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal#my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos#but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time#portal#chell#GlaDOS#GlaD0S#my art#og post#1k#5k#10k#20k#30k#yuri#shipping#edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place#and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing#i didn't think it would gain much attention#i was Wrong#anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline#EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you
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